GALLOWAY, orion sage

[Orion Sage Galloway]

ORION SAGE GALLOWAY

NINETEEN. STUDENT. JOSH HUTCHERSON.

gotta stand out or you ain't nothin'
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journal entry 1,
it's awkward now. between carly and myself. i was so excited to go to homecoming with her. i had the perfect night planned in my head. i picked her up in my nice pick up truck. spent the whole night grooming myself because i wanted to be the perfect date. it was all planned perfectly i felt the night was amazing... and it was, all up till i made the mistake of kissing her. what was i thinking!? i should have known she didn't like me.. who am i kidding? i'm orion galloway her best friend and that's all i'll ever be...

journal entry 2,
i made a mistake. i was so damn hurt the night carly rejected me. i went to a party the next day and slept with sara ann. she's one of the school's biggest sluts. im just lucky i didn't get an std from it all. though it's made me much more popular at school with the ladies now. i mean i am on the football team. i was more of a loner on the team however because my main focus was always just on carly. the other guys are all into partying and hooking up. now i was able to join in on locker room talk... and sara's actually told other girl's im a stud. guess that's a good thing.

i won't admit to anyone i felt it was a mistake though. but it has made it seem like i'm over carly. our friendship isn't awkward anymore... maybe a little strained but i feel like she's just relieved i'm "over" her. but honestly... i don't think these feelings will ever go away. i love her.

journal entry 3,
it's really not manly to have a journal is it? but it's the one place i can keep all my thoughts without being judged. i'm a football player and we just don't go around sharing this kind of information now do we? i mean i tell my best friend everything... except for the fact im in love with her. it's been a long time since homecoming but everything that happend is still in my head. and my feelings are still as vivid as they were back then. they have just began to get easier to hide as the days go on.

besides like my father says. " football is your life. girls come after your career. you don't want them messing up your game." we always have this talk when my game gets bad. my father was a military man that grew up on football. his idea for me was always either football in college bound or the army. i chose football. it's not like i don't love the game because i do. just sometimes he takes the fun out of it.

journal entry 4,
i've finally graduated. i'm going to be playing college football this year which is exciting because i'll be in the dorms and i can get away from my father. however...

i don't even know how to write this. carly's leaving... she's running off to get a career and become famous. pretty soon she will forget about me and that will be the end of everything. but this isn't even the worst part of it all. my mom recently found out she has a tumour in the brain.

i have nobody to talk to... carly's leaving and i don't want to burden her with this. my dad has shut everyone out... and being an only child i have no siblings to talk to. and that leaves me to face this and the world alone.

... thank god, for football.

journal entry 5,
mom's doing chemo. i'll just start with that. but i haven't been going home as much. i'm in school now. doing amazing in football. and actually having a bit of a life. i should probably mention i have a girlfriend now. she's really beautiful and a cheerleader. were kind of the "it" couple at school. her name's melissa. i won't say i love her but she is fun to be around and she takes my mind off everything.

journal entry 6,
carly's back.

journal entry 7,
i couldn't finish the last journal. i had thought all my feelings for her just washed away. They haven't. don't get me wrong. melissa is great and things are going great. i don't see myself breaking up with her just because carly's back. besides she's acting distant with me anyways.

journal entry 8.
what the hell is carly's problem! she left for months! comes back here and wants to judge me! she doesn't even know my girlfriend and she feels she has the right to call her a slut... this is just beyond me. i'm not in the greatest mood and most of the time im able to write to get my anger out, not working tonight.

... planning a night out with my BEAUTIFUL girlfriend and partying with the boys.

i dont need... charlotte Rae Breon!

BEHIND THE MASK

Why hello there! The name is PEETA/ORION and I am NINETEEN years old. I've been at this whole role playing deal for about SIX YEARS and I'm loving it! You may know me as NOBODY ELSE YET, or you may not. Who knows! Anyway, I'm glad to be a part of the site!

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