Post by Charlotte Rae Breon on Jun 1, 2012 10:18:20 GMT -5
CHARLOTTE RAE BREON
EIGHTEEN. LIFE GUARD. JENNIFER LAWRENCE.
i like to keep my issues strong it's always darkest before the dawn
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WHY HELLO WORLD! THE NAME IS CHARLOTTE BUT YOU CAN CALL ME CARLY FOR SHORT. PEOPLE REALLY ONLY CALL ME CHARLOTTE WHEN THEY ARE MAD, ANNOYED, OR REALLY NEED MY ATTENTION. BUT ANYWAY, IT'S CARLY. I'M REALLY HYPER AT THE MOMENT. JUST STOPPED AT THE COFFEE SHOP WITH ORION, MAN I AM BUZZED! MAYBE I SHOULD COME BACK LATER. OF COURSE, I'M ALWAYS ENERGETIC BUT CAFFEINE NEVER HELPS, DOES IT? SO BYE MY FRIENDS!
LATER
WELL, I'VE CRASHED. AND FRANKLY, I'M PISSED TOO. ORION AND HIS GIRLFRIEND MARISSA DECIDED TO STOP IN AT THE POOL DURING MY SHIFT. THEY MAKE OUT LIKE THEY ARE TRYING TO EAT EACH OTHER. HAVE YOU EVER SEEN YOUR BEST FRIEND BEING EATEN? NOT FUN I TELL YOU, NOT FUN AT ALL. WHO IS ORION, YOU ASK? HE AND I HAVE BEEN BEST FRIENDS FOREVER. LITERALLY. WE WERE BORN ON THE SAME DAY IN THE SAME HOSPITAL, OUR FAMILIES LIVED RIGHT NEXT TO EACH OTHER, AND WE'VE BEEN IN ALL THE SAME CLASSES FOR AS LONG AS SCHOOL HAS BEEN GOING ON. I STILL LIVE IN THAT SAME HOUSE, BUT HE MOVED INTO THE DORMS. YEAH, THAT'S RIGHT. HE WENT TO COLLEGE. I DIDN'T. DECIDED I WANTED TO TRAVEL AND TRY MY LUCK IN NASHVILLE. LOOK HOW WELL THAT WORKED OUT. I COME HOME CRUSHED AND LOOKING FOR COMFORT FROM THE ONE PERSON I TRUST ONLY TO FIND ANOTHER GIRL HAS SNAGGED HIM. THEY ARE A TYPICAL COUPLE. FOOTBALL PLAYER AND A CHEERLEADER.
WE ARE STILL INCREDIBLY CLOSE, OF COURSE, IT'S JUST NOT THE SAME NOW THAT HIS MIND IS OCCUPIED. SEEING HIM WITH MARISSA MAKES ME REALIZE I COMPLETELY TOOK HIM FOR GRANTED, YA KNOW? WHAT AN IDIOT I'VE BECOME. TO THINK I WOULD MAKE IT IN COUNTRY MUSIC. SURE, I WAS A COMPLETE CHOIR NERD IN HIGHSCHOOL, BUT THAT DOESN'T MEAN I'M GOOD! AND NOW I'VE LOST MY BEST FRIEND, THE FUNNY, HANDSOME, GENUINE BEST FRIEND, TO A SLUT.
I SORT OF YELLED AT HIM YESTERDAY. SOME OF IT MIGHT HAVE BEEN THE COFFEE, BUT MOST OF IT WAS JUST THAT I WAS SO ANGRY WITH HIM. I DEFINITELY HAVE A SHORT FUSE. IT'S ONE OF MY FAULTS. THAT AND BEING OVERLY STUBBORN. BUT, I TRY TO KEEP MY EMOTIONS INSIDE BECAUSE I DON'T LIKE BEING ALL EMOTIONAL, BUT AT SOME POINT I ALWAYS SNAP. AND THIS ISN'T THE FIRST TIME IT'S HAPPENED WITH ORION. HE LIKED ME IN HIGH SCHOOL BUT AT THE TIME I DIDN'T LIKE HIM. WE WENT TO HOMECOMING. I THOUGH JUST AS FRIENDS, BUT HE DIDN'T THINK THAT. I SORT OF GOT ANGRY WHEN HE TRIED TO KISS ME. BUT YOU KNOW, THAT FIGHT ONLY LASTED UNTIL HE LOST HIS VIRGINITY THAT YEAR. THEN HE WAS COMPLETELY OVER ME AND I STARTED TO LOSE HIM.
ENOUGH ABOUT ORION, WHAT ELSE CAN I TALK ABOUT? HISTORY MAYBE? MOST OF MY MEMORIES INVOLVE HIM. HE WAS THERE WHEN I BROKE MY LEG TRYING TO DO A DARE. I WAS NEVER ONE TO SHY AWAY FROM A CHALLENGE. CLIMBING A FENCE DIDN'T SEEM THAT HARD UNTIL I HEARD IT BUZZING WITH ELECTRICITY AND LET GO, CRASHING TO THE GROUND. LET'S JUST SAY I DON'T TRUST PEOPLE, BUT I STILL DON'T BACK AWAY FROM A CHALLENGE. THEN HE WAS THERE WHEN I TRIED OUT FOR THE TALENT SHOW. I SORT OF SUCK AT PREFORMING IN FRONT OF CROWDS, STAGE FRIGHT. BUT THE WHOLE TIME I LOOKED AT HIM AND I WAS FINE. DIDN'T WIN, BUT YOU KNOW. I WAS FINE. THEN FINALLY HE WAS THERE THROUGH MY PARENT'S DIVORCE. MY DAD WAS A CHEATER AND NEITHER OF THEM WERE EVER AROUND. MY AUNT PRACTICALLY RAISE ME AND MY SISTER LAUREN.
LOVE LIFE? DON'T REALLY HAVE ONE. I'M DEFINITELY A TOMBOY. ALWAYS BEEN BAD AT ROMANCE, AND IT'S BEEN EASIER BEING FRIENDS WITH GUYS THAN BEING THE GIRLFRIEND. I DON'T REALLY HAVE MANY GIRLS WHO ARE FRIENDS. MANY OF THEM THINK I'M A SLUT BECAUSE I MOSTLY HAVE GUY FRIENDS. BUT WHATEVER. I'VE ALSO BEEN INDEPENDENT AND HAVEN'T REALLY HAD THE NEED FOR A GUY. WOULD I REJECT THE PERFECT GUY IF HE CAME AROUND? NO. WOULD I LIKE TO FIND THE "RIGHT GUY"? SOMEDAY, YES. BUT LIFE IS GOOD AS IS. MOSTLY. BEING STUBBORNLY INDEPENDENT FITS ME.
I HAVE TO GO, LAUREN NEEDS A RIDE TO SOME PARTY. SHE CRASHED THE CAR LAST WEEK AND AUNT KELSEY TOOK AWAY HER LISCENSE. IT'S WEIRD THOUGH HOW MY 16 YEAR OLD SISTER HAS A BETTERSEXI MEAN SOCIAL, LIFE.
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